l don't hate anything anymore. l accept all the bad stuff as necessary because it needs to happen so we learn from the experiences in our evolution of our souls. Experience causes awakening through good and bad. l love the murderers as much as l love the saints because l understand that both good and evil are necessary. l don't get angry at the system (it needs to happen that way, and l wouldn't want it any other way), nor do l care what is happening, but l am now awakened enough to know what l need to do about it. Our system is perfectly set up with the inputs of good and evil...evil comes from the good glorious higher supreme powers to test us and help make our souls evolve. lf it wasn't for evil, mankind would perish because there would be no consequences for his lower vibrations from his free will, and man would go further and further into the abyss. Man needs evil to exist on the low earthly plane so he recognises it and so he pays for his sins. lf we feel hate and feel sorry for ourselves, then of course evil will flourish. Eventually our souls become enlightened and we understand the place and necessary roles of good and evil. Nothing bothers me anymore emotionally because l understand why things happen and their purpose. When yoiur consciousness rises via raw foods and meditation...that's when you start loving everyone and start doing and living the higher life. Enslavement and ignorance is part of our karma, but when we become enlightened and greatly reduce our karma we start doing really great things to elevate our own lives and the lives of our fellow man....we no longer become victims of anything and we take control and bypass the crap ie enslavement. Everyone will do this...some will do it now, and some will do it in a million years from now, and some will do it in 500 million years from now...it's neither good or bad, it is what it is...it's a process of evolvement of the soul. l've done my time here, and l KNOW it, that's why l am doing what l am doing. l have become greatly awakened in the last 12 months since enlightenment, that's why l love everyone to death. l may give people a hard time on the internet occasionally, but it is just a light hearted game, l am never serious.

l don't through my hat anymore. For the first time in millions or billions of years, l speak cosmic truth. My soul is now connected with the higher power, so l know my role and what l need to do.

All this stuff probably doesn't make sense to most people, but for the people on their very last visit to Earth, IT DOES...they are out there. l've been here millions of times before, but this is the last time and l KNOW IT...the powers have spoken to me. We are all spiritual beings, but the t.v, the chemicals, the crap and the bad thoughts and the bad food keeps us from reaching our true inner selves...but it needs to be that way until one is ready to move on to a higher level of spiritual existance. People either get it or they don't.

l used to crush heads on the internet to severe levels. l don't anymore. l am a changed man and l love internet bastards these days like my own brother. All l want to do is serve mankind and uplift people.

I think the problem is with being as centred as you are/seem, is it might sometimes feel as though there is a sheer cliff sitting at either side of you.


I don't know if the obsessive side to all of it is the same as being mindless, I'm not sure? Saying that anyone that is trying to improve themselves is fine by me. (not that they need to be)

I just wonder, like it appears from watching videos of some people, and even people like Ram Dass who I'd say speaks a lot of sense, it appears to an overwhelming need for control and security.

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Yeah, but I sometimes think that is only a fleeting state and the rest of the time, by the very nature of things we are just milling about in a state of chaos. I'm sometimes think that this universal connection thing is an answer to restless minds, and is in a way, finding order even if it means by relinquishing all the things you mention. And when your not in that state the feelings of not being in it are even more discordant.

I think i found cosmic conciseness and moved on, Because of that very point I made above, to maintain it as a state, is impracticable, obsessive and ultimately by contrast, to be out of sync is even more unsettling when you know what it is to be in sync. It's a very nice place to vist, I'm not sure we are meant to live there though.

I believe Miss Emma found her way into Ann Wigmore's heart.